Monthly Archives: May 2016



When the whole universe asking (forcing?) you to understand them but noone seems wants to understand you.
Is it too much to ask?
I wanna be selfish sometimes.
I wanna scream but no sound was out.
Can only do a long sigh.
The dagger hasn’t been pulled out. Still heavy.
So hard taking breath.
Everything so abstract.
Cannot connect the puzzle.
Pulling myself back into my other self.
God, please don’t let me do anything stupid. It is so tempting.
Smile. Keep smile.
No worries.