If someday I have a child,
If you allow me to have one,
Remind me to not make them what I want,
To not make them pay for their sibling failure,
To not make them suffer for my happiness,
To not cover the shame that I have to bear because of my fault,
To not make them afraid of me by all reasons,
To not make them work hard but not for their life,
God, I am just human that always forgot, so please remind me this,
So, I won’t make them feel what I feel right now.
It hurts God, really hurt..