Monthly Archives: March 2015

Just random ranting (don’t mind it please)


When your boyfriend far from you, getting badmood and you have no clue.
And your ex clinging back to you.
And your best friend try to match made you with her husband’s friend.
And your office colleague flirting with you.
And you’re having stomach cramp for like three consecutive days.
That’s when your head wants to explode and you want to puke at the same time..
Only one thing that I wish right now.
God, just turn me into jellyfish please..


Itu namanya manusia.


Kadang gw nggak ngerti sama keluarga gw sendiri, baik keluarga inti plus tante2 gue dari segala penjuru Indonesia..
Waktu gw nggak pernah bilang gw lagi deket sama siapa, mereka dengan rempong nyariin gw cowok (to be noted, dari gw SMA) dan nanya2 mulu kapan mau nikah.
Sekarang, pas gw publicly bilang gw udah punya pacar, mereka seems ketakutan kehilangan gw dan nyuruh gw buat jangan nikah cepet2.
Hahaha.. Sumpah gue ga ngerti mereka maunya apa..
Manusia2 ini emang aneh dan nggak bisa ditebak..
Resep ngadepinnya, ketawa aja dan iyain aja apa maunya mereka.
Untung aja emang gw nggak ada pikiran mau nikah cepet2..
Sesuai deal pertama aja lah..
Udah enak begitu.. Toh udah ada contohnya juga kan.. 😛

My another side of pole


As you said, we are so different..


Differences before meal and after meal

You love to eat and hate playing,

While me..


Expression change when fire nation attack 😛

I love to play and not really can finish my meal (although actually i love to eat too.  Hehe..)


We are even coming from different races, religion, believes and family background.

And you said, you wonder why can we feel fit and stick together?

You know?  I wonder too..
But then I remember physics,
I think we works like a magnet.


I am the north pole, you are the south pole..
We are so different, we are what we are with all those uniqueness that we have as individuality.
But, those differences made us attract to each other.
Same like magnet.

Like a compass, that need the both pole to lead the way..
I need you to stabilize my pointing needle.
I hope we can works together with the principles of magnet and be a compass for each other.

You are another side of my magnetic pole.

Happy 5th monthsary my POL!
Sorry that this girl never counting time as you do,
5 months is not a really long time, but as I rewinding back, there’s so much things that we have been going through together.
Its been a long and bittersweet journey.
So, please be a compass for me to guide my way so we won’t lost in this journey together.
For my cutie pie Mas Ganteng Inyas Bayu Kharismawan,
Whatever expression you have, no matter how tough our road is,


I love you.
I do and always will do..

*I hope you won’t pouting your lips again tomorrow because i slept early like last month, and doesn’t even know that it was our monthsary..hihihi*

Dear you (part 3)


Dear you,
So sorry that I make you sad on your big day,
I don’t have any intention to crush your day like this,
I’m sorry that I don’t picking up your calls and just replying your viber with emoticons,
I thought you already have no feelings for me,
I thought you are moved on same like me,
I thought it is right, since you keep pushing me away, when i talk about me and my life,
So sorry, really..
I am not your angel anymore,
I even have no right to keep those predicate,
I am a bad girl, I am so evil, i know that..
Can I asked something from you?
I don’t want to make you shed any tear again,
So, please forget your feelings for me,
Just love me as one of your little sister as you did before,
I hope we can maintain to be friends, a good friends..

I hope so..

-The retired bad angel-