Monthly Archives: November 2014

Philosophy of bleed

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My finger got cut, ouch! it hurts! but nothing much. I’m really used to it. Moreover, it just a cut from Nyunyeng’s scratch.
I’m smiling as I watch my blood flowing.. Again, it is not me if I don’t bleeding for a simple reason. Be it knife’s cut, paper cut, nyunyeng’s scratch or another simple cut.
I’m rummaging the upper top kitchen drawer, looking for a band aid. There it is, betadine kids band aid. I just need to put this around my finger, and it will be fixed. Later, it won’t left any scars, it won’t be hurt again. It will heal quickly, as usual. How magic a function of a band aid is!

And as I put the band aid slowly, wrapping it around my finger, I’m thinking..
If your finger bleeding, how fast you could fix it with band aid, how magic it is, why people didn’t intend to invent the same thing for human’s heart too?

How nice if we can fix bleeding heart as quickly as fingers. Plus, it won’t leave any scars, how I wish it can..

But, there is one same thing between fingers and heart. If it is bleeding often, it become numb. You just get used to it. You won’t feel any difference or think too much over cut in your heart. You will even enjoy the pain and the tingling sensation of it. You can’t even let one tear out from your eyes. Believe me, if you get used to it, you can smile even your heart hurts.

마지막 인사, 그대에게..

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So, its over.. its time to wake up..
Like I said before, I dunno whether this is a sweet dream or a nightmare..
We know that we never intend to hurt anyone, we just love each other in a wrong place and wrong time. Like you said to me.
Thanks for the consideration, thanks for the memories, thanks for your care.. Thanks for everything, even for the last time and last goodbye, you are still very sweet to me, the way you speak still make me smile..
Maybe, I will miss your greeting in the morning, the way you saying goodnight, your petname to me, your cheeky smile, and probably that I will miss the most is your scent when I hug you.
And, I’m glad that you are the one who stole it. I won’t forget that moment, I promise.

I’m sorry and thanks for everything..
from here, I will bid my last goodbye to you..

마지막 인사, 그대에게..