Monthly Archives: October 2014

Just a dialog (cuma lepasin uneg2, lupakan)

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Hari ini ceritanya gue pengen melepas stress, me time gitu ceritanya..
Well, stress di kepala sih bener lepas, tapi kayaknya ngeliat balance account bank gue nanti bakal dateng stress yang baru… ahahaha..
But its all worth it.
Anyway, gue baru aja potong rambut.. sekali scalp treatment gitu ceritanya..
Trus, berhubung daritadi siang ada orang rese yang nelponin mulu padahal gue lagi nggak pengen di ganggu, jadinya dengan berbaik hati gue memulai pembicaraan sama doi sore ini..

Me : I got a new haircut! *pamer foto*
Him : Hi angel, looks good but why are you cutting your hair again? Didn’t you just cut it last month?
Me : Ngg,, last time I cutted it, is about 3 months ago, if I’m not mistaken..
Him : Ah really? I thought it is last month..
Me : Hmm.. time flies fast.. even you didn’t realize
Him : I know right? But well, nothing much different with the last style, that is my comment. I’m just saying 😛
Me : Whatever lah, I’m just telling you that I got a haircut 😛
Him : Yes dear.. I’m so sleepy, I shall sleep now. Bye..

Yeehh.. daritadi ribet banget nelpon nelpon pas gw lagi di kereta, sekarang gue ajak ngobrol guenya dicuekin.. cape deeehh..
Auk ah elap! dasar abang yang aneh,, 😛 😛

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Sweet Dream or Nightmare?

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It doesn’t feel real..
Yes, I do like you, much and much,, it growing..but that’s the thing..
As you told me, just do it anyway, who cares?
but still,, it doesn’t feel right,
I keep being haunted by those nightmares,
scares.fears.fake.act.
I know I don’t have the right to be jealous,
but as we get attached, I can’t help it..
Insecurity start to make my brain foggy,,
One time, you said one thing,
but the other day, I saw something different,
You know how it feels?
Someone ever told me, once you got insecurity in your mind, it is incurable,
as you keep thinking and thinking, worrying and worrying..
Assuming something, judging and in the end, hurting..
I start to value you more than before,
but, I think I have to value my heart first, since my heart as fragile as yours..

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