The Narcisstic of Me

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Well, longtime no update, i’m just a bad blogger hiks..hiks.. šŸ˜¦

as usual, i’m too busy with FB, Twitter and that silly assignment thing, so i’m really-really forgot about my blog..
Hell yeah, actually i don’t know what i should post in here, since there are many crazy rambling in my head so i don’t know which one that i had to ramble out loud, its just feels like my head will be blow up and throwing out all of my brain from it exact place…i know its disgusting, but sure, i really mean it.
Whatever about what my thought in the last past day, let’s just ignore it for a while..sighed..

By the way, i just read all my old document in my notebook, and suddenly i found my old poem about myself,
i know its sound so Narcisst, but who the hell that’s not love him/her self, we actually do, EVERYONE ACTUALLY DO although each person has different way to express it.
Well, that’s happened to me to be narcisst in a poem. Actually i had uploaded it before in my FB notes but Let’s check it out..
(WARNING : Prepare a paper bag or plastik bag before you read, in case you want to vomit because its a bit silly and yeah..i know..disgusting.. šŸ˜€ )

SAAT DIRI BERDEKLAMASI TENTANG EKSISTENSI

namaku putri berlinda.
keegoisanku terkadang membuatku manja laksana putri raja…

dinaungi rasi aquarius, putra sang orion..
membuat hidupku benar-benar mengalir bagai air..
tenang namun menghanyutkan..
walau kadang tak jarang memercik hebat saat terkena hentaman kuat..

layaknya udara yang memang menjadi unsur utamaku..
aku mencoba mengisi kehidupan setiap orang yang berada didekatku..
walau tak jarang seiring berhembusnya waktu,
aku terpaksa pergi karena siklus mengharuskanku begitu..

namun seperti udara pada umumnya…
aku bisa menyejukkan di hari panas ataupun mengobarkan api besar..
tergantung bagaimana orang menyikapiku..

lahir dibulan kedua, merasakan aku dikelilingi cinta..
walau terkadang aku ikut terombang ambing karenanya..

tahun kuda membuatku merasa seperti kuda perang terhadap pejuang..
berani disaat harus melindungi,
terikat dalam emosi setia penunggang dan kudanya..
dibalik semua emosi itu,
aq tetap ingin merasakan damai layaknya kuda tunggangan yang pelihara tuannya..

namun warna mentari senja tak jarang menggambarkan perasaanku..
menjadi pengecut dan khawatir kehilangan..
sensitif dan posesif,merasa ketergantungan dengan suasana yang sama

amethyst mengikatku untuk jujur dan terbuka…
walau uranus adalah planet dengan seribu satu rahasia yang tidak pernah terungkap..

d atas aliran sungai dan hempasan lembut udara yang bergerak perlahan..
aku bertanya tentang arti diri hidup d dunia ini..

seharusnya, karena semua elemen yang menaungiku..
membuat dunia ini tanpa diriku..
hampa..

so..how’s it? i know some of you maybe already thrown up all in your tummy, but it can’t be helped..
you know i looooovvee myself very much and its a kinda my form of giving thanks to God because He already created me as a best Creature in this world.. šŸ™‚
How’s yours?

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